Photography is my life.
I love taking pictures as much as how you love visiting my blog.
Recently taking photo has become slowly and slowly getting meaningless ( do you get my idea?)
however The camera of mine is still amazing! It captures every moment of my life,my friend's life every moment
i stopped doing "that" album for sometime because i really dont know but one day i will found the purpose of the album back
I would love to show everyone once it is done, its not somthing great, but is something i like doing.
But at this moment, let's stick to reading my online diary where memeories are store,
I'm sure you know how to read. Click on the different words above to get to different category.
about me
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This site belongs to a photographer-to-be named HUANG XIAODE .
He got his first Digital Camera in 2005
first polorid camera in 2008
first holga camera in August 2009
finally FIRST DSLR camera EOS 500D on 10 october 2009 from his group of amazing friends!
and if you want to know how he begin his journey to become a photographer, just keep visiting this blog
he is going to use all his cameraSs and capture all the moments he is going to spend with his friends
Huang Xiaode
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Tuesday, 1 January 2013, 10:37 pm
1st Jan 2013 ....
2012 just ended yesterday
It has been a long year.. when i tried to look back what i did in 2012 i realised nothing much...i cant find much photos ....
best achievement was setting up Capturing Moment with my love .. and it also has been a hard year for her.. sometime i really wish that if we dont have any burden and just do what we want to do and like to do... life would be so much better..
in 2012, some friends left me ... some friends become closer to me...some friends stay... and i guess it just boils down to who's left in the end. Infact i feel that those friends who always stay around me are those who really cares... and i can feel it ....sometime its not about how hard you try... its just fate that brought people together.
human are ugly. selfish... till now i still think so.
2013 going to be another life changing year.. i am going to graduate and going to work. life going to change... i will meet new people this year. I will face new challenges.
whats my new year resolution ? cant thought of it ...
but i wanna be happy :) i want her to be happy :)
Monday, 21 November 2011, 2:47 am
Dear blog,
How have you been?
i hope you are doing fine because no one reads you anymore but you are not never forgotten for a single day :)
It has been so long since i last blog..
something just strike me.. so i just decide to blog this..
"to each happiness"
:)
with love, x|aOde
Wednesday, 22 December 2010, 11:31 am
the first time i use sunplay was when i was out trying dragonboat with my friend and knowing i don't like to put sunblock because its oily..!! she passed me sunplay and ask me to try it on my face ..! i tried and like the feelinG! its liquid and not oily... unlike other sunblock which always give me the greasy feeling which i really don't like!
After that first time with Sunplay i have been using sunplay whenever i went for water sports. Its small and convenient also :)
Saturday, 13 November 2010, 1:14 am
If i knew it that day.. i might tear ... :)
"what can i do to ensure she is blessed"
for the first time it strike my mind that i so wanna do so many thing...
if i am the answer.. ur my answer also....
Monday, 1 November 2010, 12:49 am
all the while.. all the things... i been doing i been thinking
its all turn out to be so different :)
ur right ... tats why i need u
Tuesday, 28 September 2010, 10:01 pm
walks in to a music shop
take a familiar album
play the music through the earphone
stand there and tear
the only reason is bcoz the music is replaying your story....
and the story have not ends yet...
Sunday, 26 September 2010, 2:53 pm
i am not dead ...
my acting skill getting lousier
solve my riddles
dilemma now
imagined all possible conclusions...
replayed all ending in my mind
but its all by myself .. i can't guess what u will do.
something shocking have to happen.
turning point is needed
changes is required
all for the better
for everyone
Friday, 24 September 2010, 1:43 pm
we all grow up and change....
but who is there to record our changes?
and changes around us.
i seem ur changes over these years ...
but have u notice my ? i doubt so. because even i myself don't notice.
the more we don't realise.... the more we change....
Thursday, 12 August 2010, 12:20 am
fuck it...
its really not smooth for a beginning.....
sigh..
stressed..
seriously.
Wednesday, 11 August 2010, 12:09 am
first day of lecture since how long!
6hrs of lecture
OMG!
its no JOKe
and yes travelling in BUS for lecture :(
Tuesday, 3 August 2010, 12:22 am
a lousy dance can make one person cry - the instructor...
a 150% effort dance can make everyone cry. - actually most not everyone
experience both feeling in an hour.
dont feel stress cos rag is coming soon.. but school is starting soon..
its just plain depressing.
its not a ear i need.. its a shoulder i need now.
Thursday, 29 July 2010, 11:56 pm
they just don't uds the transition i going through and things i am doing...
Wednesday, 28 July 2010, 9:53 am
sigh :(
u noe if a poly student can enter a uni..
is either he/she is those gold medalist...those super book prize winner... those scholar king...super smart one.. they got no problem in a competitive environment ...
or
those border-line survivor which is like me who barely manage to squeeze in... i am those struggling to survive one ....
L-O-S-T
hate it
weak
Monday, 19 July 2010, 12:17 am
what i appears to be doing
can be totally different from what is going through my mind.
ppl just don't know because they aren't me
they just see the surface not deep inside
its chaos deep inside
self-deceive can make one strong but not long
it take a life time to build a wall of happiness but sec to break it from within
Saturday, 17 July 2010, 11:58 pm
my new blog song : Breathless
hear this song everytime when doing warm-up
And if our love was a story book We would meet on the very first page The last chapter would be about How I'm thankful for the life we've made
, 10:34 pm
what have i been busying recently?
Rag,dance,float!
lol yes! i been doing all these with a group of amazing people :D
doing float .... dancing.... eating.. :X most weekday like spent more then 8hrs in sch!?
float float time!
this is the group of us ! haha but not full house yet! so funny yingmin help me tagging she say tag till FB max! :X
love this pic! :X so funny haha
still got alot funny pic we take everytime we end our practice in my FB ! haha
my small camp grp :D
some not here ! lol yes thats always the case... everytime got ppl left early if not never come one tsk tsk tsk ... lols
sometime after practise we are tired but we just chill at the foyer
people will sing song play music
a very relaxing feeling :D
next week going to be Orientation week!
meeting NEW people... but i see my O week grp LOL half is from Rag!
and next week going to stay in school for 2 nights! :X
haha yes! after orientation straight away go studio do float and most importantly PRACTICE DANCE STEP! etc :/
jiayou jiayou jiayou!
its is going to be a action pack week!
Saturday, 10 July 2010, 10:05 pm
i feel really need someone by my side.. somehow .... i dunoe....
give me a smile and tell me this world is not so rotten yet.
someone.anyone.you.
, 12:20 pm
Busy saturaday!~!
started the day with PICKING RUBBHISH at ECP lols
its actually evon's company event but we joined!
free goodie! bananas :/ hhaha
see how much rubbish we collected! :X
lol k lah~ not all we collect de lalala we were like the last to come back so hardworking lor :x
it ends around 10+
and we got free coach back to cityhall!
after that they went for BREAKFAST! :X
while i go back school for TALKS by our senior giving us tips... lol
Stress stress :X so many things to note.. haha nvm :/
everything will fall into pieces eventually :)
Next highlight of the day is PRAWNING! lol
both Issac and Ty DROVE!
so they drive the group of us to Bishan to PRAWN!
we had tag-team prawning! lol
the group of us~
i got to catch a prawn b4 anyone else! but lol is not i notice one!
is she suddenly shout dunoe what then i PULL! then yes! we got a PRAWN! LOL
and hor!! see below! best catch of the day!
he caught a COOKED PRAWN! LOL we were all laughing lor! :x
after prawning for sometime! we gave all our prawns to others! :X
and
gave suyun a little surprise!
yes the bday girl!
:D
happy bday! LOL
the small group of us with alot ppl missing! lol
lalala
at night~ got few place i can go..
but i choose to stay at home for a reason
some ppl find it funny but i don't tink its funny :)
Friday, 9 July 2010, 10:56 am
yea!
upgrade upgrade!
upsize for their bed head! taller now!
new storage for mE!
hmm~ see when i free go buy something like a curtain cover the big hole :/
Thursday, 8 July 2010, 12:11 am
when i went for dinner today with caiyu and evon... this is what i saw and feel so OLD!
saw the WORD YOUTH!
only 13-21 years old is CONSIDER YOUTH!
SO SAD!
argh...!
Wednesday, 7 July 2010, 11:39 pm
woah! today after practicing the whole dance for scene 1...
the rest of the scene 1 ppl go practise the part when Ginger breadman come into stage! oh YA! the girl in white amy! is going to be our ginger Breadgirl! she's cute and funny lah!...
while they were doing that... suddenly i was ask to tried out cheerleading -.-.. intially i was like huh~!! cant i do others! :X
but
its really awesome after trying it out
cheerleading is really everything about trust!!
the flyer and the the base really have to trust each other alot!
oh ya! flyer are those girls who will be siting,standing and flying around~
base is us supporting them!
me being a base have to trust that the flyer will keep herself still and film and the flyer really have to put 100% trust on me that i wont let her fall down then we can really do all stun together!
haha~ although i only learn 3 stun today and tried with a few flyers! its really fun! those girls really so brave sia~! dare to just stand up so HIGH on my shoulder and let me turn and move around.. lol.. if they don't trust me and i just fall down omg.. tats it.. man.. and seriously! none of us are trained.. and its all our first time trying :x
( but some girl actually teared bcoz of one of the advance stun..tink really coz of height ba?)
and hor although u see those cheerleading girls always small size right :X but actually if a girl is got abit height and light.. its much easier :X lol
hehe looking forward to friday to learn more awesome move!! :D
anyway~
haha after dance practise today actually all raggers wanna go have dinner together! :X but bcoz my LACOMia! was so united that we decide to go have dinner ourselves in a small group HAHA! but only afew of us! alot didnt come lor~
so only me,grace,suyun and jiayi go vivo have dinner! and yuan kai join us! lol
LOL! the rest still camera-shy? :X only me and grace LOL
we have a first impression talk of each other :x and its funny... haaa...
, 4:24 pm
the WEATHER THIS FEW DAY IS really SO~~~ HOT!!
and my hair is really irritating me~~
so i just tell stanley i wanna cut away my fringe cut shorT! COOLING!
Saturday, 3 July 2010, 12:38 am
dance practise today was FREAKING TIRED!
2 hours of warm up!! LOL ! it seriously loosen up all my joint~~ lol
yingmin is really a cool dancer! specialize in tap and jazz... so cool to have her as our OGL haha..
yes -.- i was given a role in scene one! candy dance.. LOl
oh ya the rag and dance theme is - candy land!
its actually a board game! with ginger man...candys and licorice
saw their costumes design! was really cute... lols..
hmmm can i really make it? cos i keep forgetting the dance step actually -.-
after the dance practice .. lol...
our OG went to marina square and meet others to have dinner together!
didnt have chance take a real grp photo! this are the early birds LOL rest all LATE :X
LOL i dunoe WHY but they just suddenly start doing this :X sarah was saying she got abit muscle LOL~
our first outing lol
after actually wanna find a place sit down chill and watch soccer but out group too big -.-
then lol so go play pool..yea! we need 2 table.. BUT we still got alot ppl cant get to play cos too many ppl :x we got like 17 ppl!? ...
actually i was not trying to take a photo of sarah -.- but she always so sensitive and just smile to my camera -___-! i was trying to snap a photo of CINDY at the back! see what shes doing!! she actually trying to tune the TV so they can watch soccer.. OMG! she totally buay paiseh one leh LOL~yes she crazy sometime.. everyone agree LOL
this is Sengkee (jiayi) and sarah the blur :x
lol i feel abit bad always bully them actually
LOL~!
but i was really tired :x and since sarah wanna leave early i just leave early with her and kai first LOL! oh ya! the sengkee also left with us early.. lols..
Friday, 2 July 2010, 12:11 am
comfort zone
everyone of us have our own comfort zone but how many of us are willing to get out of our comfort zone ... ?
its fear that is controlling everyone
Tuesday, 29 June 2010, 2:36 pm
Back from DE camp~ although the camp ends in the monday afternoon .. but we went to hang out in vivo till very late b4 we part!
yup met alot of new friend..
isa my sleeping parther LOL
isaac the ruby player
Kar yong who wake up everyday to read book
Ty, the one who talk with a weird accent
Kai, Mr. Long john
sarah the blur blur one super blur :X LOL!
wendy and grace whose name i keep call wrongly...
cheng yi the quiet one :x
eileen and yong xiang the 2 BFF lols...
Jiayi the one who live in seng kang
esther who like anything tat is PINK
shea jun who come one day left another day and come back again
yann ching whose scream is so shout
cindy who is always so high on ecstasy
OGL like evelyn,sze hao, bunny, Raj, samual , hui jin, ying ming and damon accompany us the 4 days and have lots of fun!
they will be my future sch mates
but who will be my future course mate?? i dont know..
and honestly i feel nervous knowing them.. bcoz everyone is so diff...
yes.. its like the kind of nervous i have when i first enter poly also...
bless me that my uni life be a smooth one
Saturday, 19 June 2010, 10:02 pm
Admission day!!
i was kinda of nervous as i know i will see future classmate today! lol
so got evon to accompany me to go :D
we wanna have breakfast but ....
i was there EARLY so was zi-lianing HAHA...
okie lah she was not late very long :D latelatelatelate :X lol but its okie i okie with waiting one
:)
after that we went to NUS! yes my A day! LOL...
when is the last time u sit inside such a place with the smell and feeling~? lol.. memorable.. and i going back soon... sigh~ sure bring back alot of memories...
tink she really will fall aslp if the talk is just alittle big LONGEr...lol
anyway~ after my thingy we went to JCO to wait for caiyu!
yea... i like to just sit down and talk..chit chat anything... tats the kind of feeling :/
we chat till caiyu came look for us!
then we proceed to fulfill our "previous" date!
date at heavenscene! a arabic cafe! but tat day we went aircon spoilt! so was abit off :( if not the atmosphere there is not bad one.. very nice place to sit down with a friend and talk about anything~
haha after we talk for really sometime~ i dunoe why!! suddenly we were shopping at bugis village le -.- LOLS!
each of us brought something.. but tink evon is the biggest Spender of the day!?!? :X LOL
one last photo b4 we part!
Thursday, 17 June 2010, 11:05 pm
gina's 23rd bday!
lol sal was so sweet to organise a gossip girl hunt! lol
yea the THEME IS GOSSIP GIRL! lol nural and sal keep pester me go look at some gossip girl poster -.- and i decide.. to wear like this!
lol look like who leh? actually i also dont know! but when gina and sal say.. they both actually say a same guy name ! -.- so i tink i got dress to the theme ba hor? lols.
anyway! this is the game plan!
it works like a treasure hunt then at each location there is one person giving her clue! and every question and thing is about gossip girl -.-
final location for her is marthan fish! :D
and we dine ,tc, joke, photoed there
ANYWAY!!
*likes*
lol
izzt the watch cool!?!? lol its canon one leh.. so like it ! stupid douglas told me its a free gift but he forgot where he got it! LOL if he tell me i might really go buy sia~
